202008-07-16-10:50 a.m.

my husband



i'm at the library.

in the middle of taking my exam for the CNA.

i finished early and passed every section so i was given permission to leave for 2 hours...

anywho, i really should be studying, but i notice everytime i study, i always fuck up.
so i'm not taking any chances by studying today cuz....i speant alot of money on this exam and on this course and i cannot afford to fail by pumping my brain so full of info that i forget the important stuff.

me and rob got married on wednesday.

i just finally came to the realization that i am just a jealous person.always have been, always will be...

and rob is the kind of patient person with the sense of humor to keep me stable and entertained.

exactly what i need in life.

exactly what i always try to get from my friends, and yet they just don't have the time or energy to devote to me, whereas rob doesn't either but he does make it a priority.

he's a really sensible man...

really, my perfect match.

and to be honest, i do have an argumentative side.
we fight but we always make up immediately, or agree to disagree-and really mean it.

it is the first decision i've ever made for myself that i feel is the right one.
i see absolutely no down sides here.

for the first time in my life, i am absolutely sure...and that makes me very happy.

i love that he is my family now.and i love having my own apartment.everyone thinks i should be living with rob since we are married now, but i think we both deserve to spend a month apart in our own spaces before being roommates for life.

plus i love going to visit him at his house, and i LOVE when he comes to visit me.

i can really understand why some rich folks have seperate bedrooms for the wife and husband.