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p.s.

i don't know why i like expensive things so much.

i guess because i wasted so much of my parents money on shit that disapeared, i guess i feel the need to have something to show for my income.

yeah, a bag is a bag, and you can only carry one at a time.

but, why spend 10 bucks on a bag that looks like crap and will fall apart when you could invest 100 bucks in a nice looking bag that will last a year, or 1000 bucks on a bag that will last decades and that you can always resell for more than half of what you paid for it.

plus, everyone sees your bag when you go anywhere....they don't see your expensively well made friedrichs of hollywood lingerie....they don't know that your gucci pants and armani tshirt are thousands of dollars each.

but everybody knows that your bag is cheap or expensive.

and EVERYBODY knows an expensive bag shows that you care about quality.

it shows you CARE about the details.

doesn't it?

i think so.

it also shows that you are shallow-but i think that only applies if you are showing off logos....
if you have a classy expensive luxury bag that only some people will recognise, I think it makes a huge difference.
Like an all leather coach bag. Or a damier louis vuitton.or an all black gucci.

But frankly, for some bags, i like it to be flashy but that is because i'm not an old lady yet.like my juicy couture-it is rich camel velour and has purple bow, leaopard print and gold harwdare with gray leather.oh, i love it love it love it!!!!!!

i just really enjoy bags.

lately i've been considering getting a fake bag just because i'm currently surrounded by people who really truely wouldn't know a real bag if it smacked them in the face with a recipt.

half of them haven't even heard of the brands.

even my boss told me "what is vera bradley?did you make that up?"

however, i am happy to say that a couple weeks after making this comment, she proudly showed me her very first juicy couture purchase and asked me if it was real or not.

that made me happy that they are learning how terrible the quality is for fakes...after seeing how nice the quality on my stuff is.

one girl came to work with a fake fendi.

omg, i had to do a double take.i was like, 'where did you get that bag?seriously' cuz i've never seen a fendi like that up close.it looked like complete shit, stitching was terrible.

yet this girl is rich-her mom is anyways...her mom is buying her a fancy luxury truck..i think a lexus truck.but eitherway, the bag looked like shit.

so she kept ducking the question.

I UNDERSTAND THAT SOME WOMEN-MOST WOMEN-THINK IT IS RUDE TO BE ASKED THE COST OF STUFF.

I GET IT.

DON'T TALK ABOUT FINANCES IN PUBLIC.

whatever.

i will always discuss the shit publicly because i have no class...

the shit is for sale in stores, and we all had to pay for it at some point.

if i am genuinely interested in purchasing, i will ask the price of something i see.
so people should genuinely not be bitches and keep the price a secret.

all that gobbledy gook about 'it was a gift' and 'tell me whats in your account and i'll tell you if you can afford it' or 'if you have to ask, you can't afford it' is bullshit.

obviously if a person is asking, it is because they THINK they might be able to afford it.

nobody is looking for exact price-just give an estimate.
damn.

a hermes bag is 17,000...i wouldn't waste my time asking the price.

a balenciaga is 2,000...i wouldn't waste my time asking that either.

but a gucci can be in the 1,000 range.
considering my rent is that amount, i can afford it if i want.usually.just not this month.damn.damn.damn.

if i had only waited until the end of the month to pay the bills like always...damn damn damn.

especially because i get a bonus check this month.

ugh.

pure stupidity.

if i had waited, i could have gotten a bag straight from louid vuitton also.damn.....they are out of stock though :( and i am not very patient at all.i really wanted to be wearing that bag by rob's birthday..lol...

my birthday gift to myself.

that is another reason he is mad-no money for his birthday.

meh, he is a peice of shit so i don't care much.

honestly i barely even talk to him anymore, and i don't spend much time in the same room with him.
if he does sleep in my bed, i complain until he goes into the livingroom or i stay up all night til he leaves the room out of annoyance.

we have not had sex.

i have wanted to, but so has he.
surprise, surprise.

so of course i turn him away.

because fuck him.

i would rather not have sex than give him the pleasure of having sex.

fuck him.

been longing to suck his dick too, but again-nope, not gonna do it just out of spite.

just to be mean.
just to be selfish and hateful.

fuck him.

he is a peice of shit.

7:18 a.m. - 2012-01-12

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